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Carrie: Let's be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder in life than being happy for somebody else. Like lottery winners. Or extremely successful people who are 27. And then there's that hell on earth that only your closest friends can inflict on you.
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Samantha: There's two kinds of guys. The ones who hold your hand and the ones that f**k you.
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Carrie: Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.
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Samantha: Who knows, he's a man. You could lay your p***y on a table right in front of one and still not know what he's thinking.
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Carrie: Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
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Carrie: I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris.
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Carrie: When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
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Carrie: Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
NEWS
Thank GOD, and thank you for the prayers for my mom... an hour surgery (Tues, Aug 30) went well ... now she still in RS. DHARMAIS for this week. Everybody (families & friends) give support and again it's all because of GOD's blesses to us so that everything went well and yet until now. CEPET SEMBUH YAH MOM ...
posted by Cha-- @ 9:40 AM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
PRAYERS FOR MY MOM
Hey guys, me recently got news from Jakarta that my mom has a tumor in her tummy...
Doctor aint say anything yet, and my family still looking for another opinion ... the tumor calls "Myop" doesnt recognize as a malignant or a benign one, but still both need treatment ...
So, please do help me to give a little prayer for my mom so that she can get much better ... thanks alot ...
update on Thurs Aug 26
She infected with Cancer Ovarium... and will has a surgery by Monday at R.S. Kanker Dharmais - Jakarta ... :-(
Everybody said that I've to be calm & be strong while I'm here (I'll have a Final Exam this Saturday ... damned!!!), but for sure that's what I need now so that at least I won't make my mom worry 'coz I'm so worry about her and she'll have spirit to get better.
I want my mom get better & alive, that's my prayer to GOD, but still His plan is the best for us...
posted by Cha-- @ 8:35 AM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
FINAL WEEK FOR SUMMER COURCES
Thank GOD, this will be my final week for my damned summer classes... my mon & wed class will be done by this monday (Aug 23) with a-group-presentation ... and my saturday class done by a final exam next saturday (Aug 28)... and I'm kindda happy 'coz my group presentation for my saturday class is so EXCELLENT !!! even my professor officially pointed me to answer some questions by saying my name again and again (i.e. "Martha, so whaddaya mean with that recommendation?") I was just didn't take it personally ... and for sure... I'll try as hard as possible not to take any saturday class anymore... NO MORE !!! Now... I need to concentrate study for my final exam ... wish me luck guys !!! *cross finger*
Tuti b'day party ... All of us (10 people) ate in Buca Di Beppo again ... and as usual when you ate there PASTI KEKENYANGAN !!! heran... knp sih yah makan nya mesti ampe kekenyangan banget ??? *sigh* but the tiramisu was sooooooooo gooddd *yummy*
huhmm ... the last movie I watched was Alien Vs Predator with Tuti & Miko, which wasn't my kindda movie... well, you know the Alien is such a nasty thing alive ... same thing with the Predator ... I can't imagine if I've to see them with my own eyes in front of my face... I could be damned scare !!! huhuhuhuh No Thanks....
O yeah... Did I tell you about my "domestic partner" lately ??? Well... he's been promoted to a new position now. Happy for him... He's kindda a good employee (I bet !!) no wonder for the last 10 months he's been up-grading for 3 times... cool huh??? just promise you won't change ... :=)
posted by Cha-- @ 1:32 AM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
U P - D A T E
Some update from the previous week....
Saturday, Aug 14 my very lovely cousin, Bang Ade married Emma in Jakarta... finally they married after all the long journey... here's the picture from their enggagement party ... from the 1st picture on your left, you see the baldest guy (three from your left) ... he's the one ... and his fiancee (at that time), Emma... is the one who is standing (in kebaya) a little bit next to him ... 
and from the 2nd picture on your right... is the picture from wedding day... as you can see there... Farina, Sara a.k.a. Cali (my sister), Kak Iis (diatas), Kak Sisca (in red kebaya), Kak Shinta (nyempil dikit), Desi (far right) ... huhuhuh they all look very beautiful ... and I'm so jealous with them... I can't join the party... namanya jg pesta orang bataQ ... seharian semaleman suntuk ... I miss that kindda time ... huhuhuhuh
an incident happened on my way to have some fun with some friends saturday night here in Chi'Town ... well ... won't discuss about it... it just fucked up !!! hate it ...
posted by Cha-- @ 3:44 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
NEED HELP & FEED BACK
Hey guys, in terms of helping a friend, here below some questions that I need some feed back from you who read my blog .... just send me email or shout thru my shout-box... ok?! this is urgent and I beg you guys please do feed-back... email me to cacaca@gmail.com as soon as you read this ....
What would you do if .....
1. Found out that your sibling addicted to drugs.
2. Found out that your fiancee is a actually gay/lesbian a couple weeks before your wedding.
3. Found out that your 60's years old mom/dad is cheating, either with someone you know or pay a professional, just to fullfiled their sex desire.
4. Found out that your 10 years best friend is actually your enemy and stab you from the back.
5. Found out that you actually infected with HIV+ for the last 6 months
Well... whaddayathink ???
posted by Cha-- @ 9:28 AM
Monday, August 09, 2004
JOSH GROBAN IN CONCERT
It was a rare opportunity... a good friend of mine... Lili & Adi, offered me to join them watch "Josh Groban in Concert" last sunday (Aug 8, 04) for free ... and I'm like "yiiiihaaaa" hehehehehhe
OK !! To be honest... I ain't even fuckin' ever heard about him at all, but ever since my best friend Agnes mentioned about "Josh Groban" last year, I'm like "Who da hell is he?" ... anyway... Finally I've found out and heard one of his famous song "You Raise Me Up" and I like it ...
I also knew that Groban sang some songs on Oprah Winfrey surprise bday party (a couple months ago) and I watched it on TV ... and I also knew that my sister (and most of my cousins) loves him so much .... :-)
The concert took place at "Tweeter Center" (an-hour driving from Chi'Town), a cool half-outdoor place. It took 1 hour for Groban to finish the concert.... and I just familiar with one song.... But I tell you guys, he's voice is such a damned !! and he's good in almost all the music instruments... not to mention that he's such a funny person (he kept make joke with all the fans in Tweeter) hehehehehe
O yeah... last saturday... our Consulate General had some event in terms of celeberating our independence day... acara BBQ + pertandingan olahraga.... a bunch of friends ikutan bertanding olah raga... gue sih berhubung ada kelas hari sabtu... jadi gue menyusul aja... dan ikutan bagian nge-rame-in acara & makan2 aja... hehehhehehe mayaaaaann makan ribs gratis... :-)
Spend saturday dinner & have quality time with some friends... an italian dinner which is so delicious *yummyy*
posted by Cha-- @ 5:49 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
One of my professor at school said, "Martha, your paper is excellent. For a shy person like you, you've a strong and straight-to-the-point analysis for this paper".
hahahahaha
me... a shy person???? He's probably the only one person said that in my entire life.... I mean... I do realize that I am a shy person... but... huhmm I don't know... how did he know that I'm shy ???
well, now at least you guys know that I'm a shy person... that's FYI ... :=)
posted by Cha-- @ 12:17 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
7 reasons men cheat
When it comes to relationships the adage "cheaters never prosper" seems to say it all, but as many women know, men are often interested in more than prosperity. There are numerous reasons why men may endanger a relationship by cheating -- if you catch a guy in a confessional mood here are a few you may hear:
1. Fear of commitment
2. For the thrill of it
3. He is not fullfiled
4. Sabotage
5. Revenge
6. Because you let him
7. Emotional escape
so for you, women, who might have your partner cheat behind you (or maybe in front of you) just get rid of 'em ASAP... they're just not worth for you ...
posted by Cha-- @ 10:20 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
FINALLY....
The result of not having enough time to sleep (either because study hard, tired too much work, or too much having fun out there) will get a fever. 
Fever is when the body's temperature is raised above its normal level. Most people think a normal temperature is about 98.6 degrees Fahrenheit (or about 37 degrees Celsius), but in reality, a person's temperature varies somewhat during the day. Typically, it's slightly lower in the morning and slightly higher in the evening.
Like most warm-blooded mammals, humans seem to operate best with a relatively constant internal temperature. The brain's hypothalamus acts somewhat like a thermostat to regulate the body's temperature.
Fever occurs when the hypothalamus is "set" to a higher than normal temperature. This higher setting is usually due to the presence of small molecules, known as pyrogens, in the blood. Pyrogens can come from external substances such as bacteria, viruses, or toxins. Sometimes tumors and other substances created within the body can release pyrogens.
Under some circumstances, the body's elevated temperature can help fight off an infection, but this isn't always the case. Excessive fever can cause problems such as dehydration and discomfort. Acetaminophen and other fever-reducing medications work by decreasing the levels of pyrogens at the hypothalamus.
posted by Cha-- @ 10:00 PM
