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Carrie: Let's be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder in life than being happy for somebody else. Like lottery winners. Or extremely successful people who are 27. And then there's that hell on earth that only your closest friends can inflict on you.
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Samantha: There's two kinds of guys. The ones who hold your hand and the ones that f**k you.
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Carrie: Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.
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Samantha: Who knows, he's a man. You could lay your p***y on a table right in front of one and still not know what he's thinking.
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Carrie: Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
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Carrie: I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris.
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Carrie: When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
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Carrie: Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
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Monday, October 25, 2004
OK !!
1. I'm broke!! Totally broke.... *sigh
2. My car fucked up!
3. My school messed up
4. My life totally damned
posted by Cha-- @ 11:14 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
I asked God to take away my pride, and God said, No.
He said it was not for Him to take away, but for me to give up.
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole, and God said, No.
He said her spirit is whole, her body is only temporary.
I asked God to grant me patience, and God said, No.
He said that patience is a by-product of tribulation;
it isn't granted, it's earned.
I asked God to give me happiness, and God said, No.
He said He gives blessings; happiness is up to me.
I asked God to spare me pain, and God said, No.
He said, "Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares
and brings you closer to me."
I asked God to make my spirit grow, and God said, No.
He said I must grow on my own,
but He will prune me to make me more fruitful.
I asked God if He loved me, and God said, YES!!!
He gave His only Son who died for me,
and I will be in heaven someday because I believe.
I asked God to help me love others as much as He loves me,
and God said, "Ah, finally, you have the idea."
posted by Cha-- @ 11:01 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Another KZoo Trip
Well, I don't even know why... but me & some friends (Kismet, Jenny & Tuti) went again to Kalamazoo this weekend... visited Kevien & Uwie (while Risky broke our heart by leaving to Colombus-Ohio) and Thomas also joined us from Saginaw. We arrived friday nite, and we hang-out in a comfy-house-look-alike coffee shop 'til 3AM.
Saturday, went around Western Michigan University, the weather was awful, raining all day... *sigh*
we went to play bowling... which is a never-played-before game ever for me... I meant... I never want to play because I just don't WANT to play (whatever!)... but yesterday all my friends pushed me to play that shit... damned you guys! and you know what happened??? (since it was my very 1st time played bowling) I fell down once & I threw away my bowling-ball to the back (not to the front-line!!) stupiiidddd !!! hihihihihi don't you ever guys discuss about this... please!
but the very unforgetable moment was when all of us prepare our dinner time... it was such a touchy moment... so sweet !! We stayed 'till 9PM and straight back to Chicago that night... felt so sleepy & tired... arrived
another update ... huhmm.. my mom had her 2nd cemo this weekend... be strong mom! *hugz*
posted by Cha-- @ 10:41 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Just like Carrie (sex and the City) said on her last episode "I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous. Inconvenient. Consuming. Can't-live-without-each-other love. "
Life moves fast. If you don't stop to look around once in a while, you might miss it." -Ferris Bueller
posted by Cha-- @ 1:21 AM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak
Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat
Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion
Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven
Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets
Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet
And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one
maker
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around
Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it.
And while you are at it give love to someone today
Love someone with what you do and the words you say
Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden So give it away "Give Love to someone today!"
posted by Cha-- @ 10:37 AM
Friday, October 08, 2004
Even best friends aren't forever. Friendship is built on similarities, and you can't call anyone a best friend unless she or he calls you her/his best friend too. It's a sad but natural process: when one friend's life situation changes, so does the friendship. Change is progress, not betrayal. Keep the parting gentle and the memory sweet, and who knows sometime in the future, your best friend could turn up again out of the blue as that other precious relationship in life: OLD FRIENDS.
posted by Cha-- @ 1:28 AM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
h i k z
i'm such not in the mood lately ... my emotion goes up & down easily and i don't even know whaddahell is goin' on here... wanna cry out loud...
posted by Cha-- @ 11:22 PM
Monday, October 04, 2004
This is a story about four people, named
Everybody, Somebody,
Anybody, and Nobody.
There was an important job to be done, and
Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.
Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did.
Somebody got angry about this, because it was
Everybody's job.
Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but
Nobody realised that Everybody wouldn't do it.
It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody
when Nobody did what Anybody could have done!
posted by Cha-- @ 10:21 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
my lovely mommy ...
I just got some of my mom's pictures from my sister ... and this really help me a bit to heal how much I miss her so much lately... glad to see that she still can smile... a smile that I really remember ... a smile that shows that she's such a very brave woman...
I called my family this morning (night time at Jakarta), and talked to all of'em (but my brother)... had a nice chit-chat like the old time... laughed out loud, it just seems that we're not far away ... really made me wanna go back home again this X-Mas... *sigh* I just can't imagine how could I go thru X-Mas-time without sharing the moment with my dad, my mom, my sister & my brother... 'coz it's been a tradition for me to go back home every X-Mas ... (whaddahell are we talking about... X-Mas is still 2 months ahead... damned!)
anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy.... that's about it... enough is enough... no more discussion about "PULANG KAMPUNG FOR X-MAS"
posted by Cha-- @ 4:14 PM