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Carrie: Let's be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder in life than being happy for somebody else. Like lottery winners. Or extremely successful people who are 27. And then there's that hell on earth that only your closest friends can inflict on you.
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Samantha: There's two kinds of guys. The ones who hold your hand and the ones that f**k you.
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Carrie: Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.
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Samantha: Who knows, he's a man. You could lay your p***y on a table right in front of one and still not know what he's thinking.
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Carrie: Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
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Carrie: I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris.
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Carrie: When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
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Carrie: Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
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Monday, January 24, 2005
I wanna share my story that happened last weekend.... *ehem*
It was such a tired weekend... I went to Risky's place on Thursday and ready to spend the whole weekend with him... and on saturday night (around 7PM) we rushed back to Chicago in terms of celebrating my cousin's bday ...
There was a snow blizzard that night... I drove Risky's car... it was 45mph... the road was so snowy & icy with zero visibility.... and since I aint an expert driving a car on that road... I betcha know what happened huh? The car... which was on the very left lane... spinned around a couple times... and finally stop on the very right lane facing the traffic...
saking panik nya... pas mobilnya muter2... tangan gue ampe ngelepas setir mobil... and Risky yg reflek megang stir mobil dr sisi duduk penumpang.... can you imagine that??!! so scaryy... and then.... after that ... Risky back drove the car... and about 30 mins... the car's engine shut-down.... in the middle of snow blizzard...
pendek cerita... mobilnya di tow ke Mc.Donald terdekat... and then kita hrs nunggu around 30 mins sampe akhirnya tu mobil bisa nyala lagi... trus Risky drive rushed back to Chicago dng kondisi mobil yg udah korslet smua... and finally kita bdua sampe di rmh gue dgn selamat & tak kurang satu apapun... Haleluya...
posted by Cha-- @ 6:09 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
CINTA & PERNIKAHAN
Satu hari, Plato bertanya pada gurunya, "Apa itu cinta? Bagaimana saya menemukannya?
Gurunya menjawab, "Ada ladang gandum yang luas didepan sana. Berjalanlah kamu dan tanpa boleh mundur kembali, kemudian ambillah satu saja ranting. Jika kamu menemukan ranting
yang kamu anggap paling menakjubkan, artinyakamu telah menemukan cinta".
Plato pun berjalan, dan tidak seberapa lama, dia kembali dengan tangan kosong, tanpa membawa apapun.
Gurunya bertanya, "Mengapa kamu tidak membawa satupun ranting?"
Plato menjawab, "Aku hanya boleh membawa satu saja, dan saat berjalan tidak boleh mundur kembali (berbalik)". Sebenarnya aku telah menemukan yang paling menakjubkan, tapi aku tak tahu apakah ada yang lebih menakjubkan lagi di depan sana, jadi tak kuambil ranting tersebut. Saat kumelanjutkan berjalan lebih jauh lagi, baru kusadari bahwasanya ranting-ranting yang kutemukan kemudian tak sebagus ranting yang tadi, jadi tak kuambil sebatangpun pada akhirnya"
Gurunya kemudian menjawab "Jadi ya itulah cinta"
Di hari yang lain, Plato bertanya lagi pada gurunya, "Apa itu perkawinan? Bagaimana saya bisa menemukannya?"
Gurunya pun menjawab "Ada hutan yang subur didepan saja. Berjalanlah tanpa boleh mundur kembali (menoleh) dan kamu hanya boleh menebang satu pohon saja. Dan tebanglah jika kamu menemukan pohon yang paling tinggi, karena artinya kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkawinan"
Plato pun berjalan, dan tidak seberapa lama, dia kembali dengan membawa pohon. Pohon tersebut bukanlah pohon yang segar subur, dan tidak juga terlalu tinggi. Pohon itu biasa-biasa saja.
Gurunya bertanya, "Mengapa kamu memotong pohon yang seperti itu?"
Plato pun menjawab, "sebab berdasarkan pengalamanku sebelumnya, setelah menjelajah hampir setengah hutan, ternyata aku kembali dengan tangan kosong. Jadi dikesempatan ini, aku lihat pohon ini, dan kurasa tidaklah buruk-buruk amat, jadi kuputuskan untuk menebangnya dan membawanya kesini. Aku tidak mau menghilangkan kesempatan untuk mendapatkannya"
Gurunya pun kemudian menjawab, "Dan ya itulah perkawinan"
CATATAN - KECIL :
Cinta itu semakin dicari, maka semakin tidak ditemukan. Cinta adanya di dalam lubuk hati, ketika dapat menahan keinginan dan harapan yang lebih. Ketika pengharapan dan keinginan yang berlebih akan cinta, maka yang didapat adalah kehampaan... tiada sesuatupun yang didapat, dan tidak dapat dimundurkan kembali. Waktu dan masa tidak dapat diputar mundur.
Terimalah cinta apa adanya.
Perkawinan adalah kelanjutan dari Cinta. Adalah proses mendapatkan kesempatan, ketika kamu mencari yang terbaik diantara pilihan yang ada, maka akan mengurangi kesempatan untuk mendapatkannya, Ketika kesempurnaan ingin kau dapatkan, maka sia2lah waktumu dalam mendapatkan perkawinan itu, karena, sebenarnya kesempurnaan itu hampa adanya.
posted by Cha-- @ 2:11 AM
Monday, January 17, 2005
Two Months officially in relationship
posted by Cha-- @ 6:36 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
This is what I found from the web:
You need to cut down on stress and stop getting all upset over nothing, CHa! Even if, up until now, you haven't been able to figure out what is really bothering you, today you will understand some of the mysteries of your personality, and understand what it is exactly that causes those chronic mood swings of yours. You'll see that you have nothing to worry about!
posted by Cha-- @ 8:59 AM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
yo yo yo .... wuzzup with me?
huhmmm...
1. School ain't start yet... will be on January 13 (Oh Noooo !!!! *bangin' my head to wall*)... I'M BORED WITH SCHOOL NOW.... h.e.l.p......
2. Work everyday this week... but please guys, it doesn't mean that I'm getting a lot of money, 'coz I've so many bills waiting to be paid (*still bangin' my head to wall*) ... hiks
3. My BF got a new job (CONGRATS!!) & lives far away (DAMNED!!!)... really hate it so much... I'm not such a long-distance relationship person eveeeeerrrr
4. Wanna sell & change my car... but still looking for a lucky buyer....
5. Wanna go shopping ... shopping like crazy ... but NO-MONEY (*aaaaaaarrrggghhh*)
6. Miss my honey-bunny-sweety-pumpkin-munchkin-cutey BF so badly
7. Wanna be with my mom on January 14 while she's having her 6th cemotherapy.... Love you Moooommmmmm (*huggsss*) ... be STRONG !!!
8. Really proud of my Dad.... such a very strong & brave person.... and a very hardworking, loving, caring, yet sometimes garing banget person.... :=)
9. Dunno what to say ....
posted by Cha-- @ 3:10 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAAAR EVERYBODY !!!!
Wish God Bless You'all with His Joy, His Love, His Kindness and be with you this year....
posted by Cha-- @ 5:08 AM